Archive for April, 2007

The End of the World

April 1st, 2007

end of the world

Title: “The End of the World”
Artist: Unknown

There you’ll be, watering your vegetable garden when everything will go still, the ground will shake, the sky will go white, orange, and then red, you won’t have time to take a breath, only to mouth a name, call out a curse, or make amends with whatever you hold to be divine.

For months now this piece has been the single most haunting image I’ve found on the net. I’m obsessed with it. I love it deeply, more than I should, more than is seemly. Everything about it seizes my optic nerve, tugs at my mind’s cord: from the small man’s inscrutable expression to the way the image bleeds in maroon blotches, in some places looking like tears.




An Interview with Cobalt Hinnock

April 1st, 2007

I had the rare opportunity to interview Cobalt again the other day. He was back from a gig at the Golden Thumbnail and we were hanging out at the park, sitting next to each other on a bench and eating salad, watching some ants eat.

ME: I liked your show, seriously.

COBALT: I know, I could tell. Everyone did. You can tell by the faces.

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The Latest Dance Craze

April 1st, 2007

I was out in the street
and I saw the latest dance craze.

Did you see it?
People couldn’t get enough of it.

Their eyes were rolling around in their heads,
sweat was spraying from their limbs.
Naked grandmothers doing jump kicks.
A fat businessman singing beautiful psalms into a manhole.

I was greedy to share their grins,
taste & try on their laughter
like sweet grapes or soft gloves
– even if my appetite was small,
and even if I doubted the fit would be right.

Anyway, I couldn’t get the hang of it.
Too many steps.
So I tried to start my own dance.

This guy came over to check out what I was doing,
but I felt like he was taking pity on me
so I kicked his mouth in.

People saw the guy at my feet, sprawled out and coughing,
and they figured that was part of my new dance thing,
so they got all excited
and started beating each other up.

I should have been flattered,
but I felt a weird distance from it all,
and decided to just get the hell out of there.




Ghosty Boy 5 (of 5): The Desert

April 1st, 2007

Gemstone Warrior C64 5

Ghost Boy refused to move.

“Go,” called out the Mouth, “You’re out of the forest now. You’re free. There are mountains, rivers. There is open sky, no more the claustrophobic canopy. Clouds, wind, rain. This is for you. You chose this, I’m proud of you.”

Ghost Boy still couldn’t bring himself to move.

“I’d like to go back,” said Ghost Boy finally, with decisiveness, “I don’t like it out here and you will take me back now.”

The Mouth laughed sadly. “You can’t. It’s done. You stepped into me like an inhalation, and I breathed you out into this new world. It’s for you, all of this. You can’t reverse what’s done. I know it’s strange and scary. But you have to trust that you did the right thing for yourself.”

With that, the Mouth vanished.

Ghost Boy looked around. His arrows were gone, and his magic items: his chalice, his potion, his small powder skull. He felt naked. The sun warmed his skin and he heard the distant call of birds.

He took a deep breath and began to walk down the hill. It was different out here. No maze of a forest, forever forcing his path. Here there was openness, possibility. Ghost Boy was frightened of all the options he now had. He could do anything, walk anywhere, maybe head over to those mountains, with their promise of vistas and clean crisp air.

A few yards away he spied a pond. He walked towards it carefully, unsure of what it was.

He gazed into the reflection.

Instinctively he reached for his bow and arrow.

Behind him he heard a voice.

“It’s just your reflection,” said the voice. “Don’t attack it. Where are you from that you’ve never seen such a thing? The desert?”

Ghost Boy turned around, and there was a woman dressed in blue, eyes of blue, hair black, olive skin, teeth like pearls. The woman smiled.

“What is desert?” asked Ghost Boy.

“It’s where things are dead, there’s no life, no growth, just wandering and sand,” said the woman, concealing her surprise.

Ghost Boy paused, thinking.

“I am from the desert,” he said, and scooped up a palmful of water.